But when they cut me open I guess I changed my mind

So.  I am sure none of you know that I am a SciFi freak...  Well... just so you know... my 2 top SciFi shows of all time, and I mean of-all-time are as follows:

#1 Battlestar Galactica currently starting it's 4th and final season on SciFi Channel on April 4th 2008 @ 10/9c, Star Trek fans take note, if you enjoyed Ronald D. Moore's work in with Star Trek, you are going to fraking love this...

#2 Firefly (14 episodes, 2002-2003) by Joss Wheaton which also includes his movie Serenity (2005).  If you are interested in Mr. Joss Wheaton's work, I recommend Titan A.E. (2000) (screenplay) aka Titan: After Earth and Alien: Resurrection (1997).

And now, for some messed up BSG fun...

I need some ideas for what to do for Dawn this evening... being her birthday and all...

All has gone well - thanks for all the good vibes - they have helped!

I've slept for two days
I've bathed in nothing but sweat
And I've made hallways scenes for things to regret.
My friends they come.
And the lines they go by

Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry

I live my life in cocaine
Just a rage and three kinds of yes
And I've made stairways
Such scenes for things that I regret
Oh, those days in the sun
They bring a tear to my eye

Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry

But you're so young
You're so young
You look in my eyes
You're so young. So sweet. So surprised

So the sign says "ok"
Gotta take a ride just recline in the faraway
Got to take some time to realize
That my friends they come
And the lines they go by

Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry

But you're so young
You're so young
You look in my eyes
So young. So sweet. So surprised
You look so young like a daisy in my lazy eyes

Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry

Click Here and let me play DJ for you with some very cool and rare tracks from my personal archive. Open the window, and sit back for an hour and groove... Most of these tracks have never been released, so all rights of the owners are reserved by law. Enjoy.

PLAY SONG & VIDEO
Reward me now With high demands And clean dry skin An even tan Reward me now And shake my hand A leadership A high command Like an empty colourslide I’m black and white inside No brilliance here to hide away I overdosed this time On pure adrenaline I’m deaf, dumb and blind Reward me now With a high-tech life A widescreen dream No cellulites Reward me now With a Concorde flight In clean dry air Low fat light

Check out my old friend Dirk Ivens of DIVE in a video done in 1997 that I just stumbled across. Rumor has it that Dirk would like to release a CD on Ras Dva in late 2007 or 2008... keep it hush folks.

Some content may be susceptible to small children or the Amish.

The Heinrich Maneuver How are things on the west coast? I hear you're moving real fine You wear those shoes like a dove Now strut those shoes we go roaming in the night Well how are things on the west coast? You keep it moving to your soul's delight Now I've tried the brakes I tried but you know it's a lonely ride How are things the west coast? Oh I'd move heaven behind those eyes Today my heart swings Yeah today my heart swings But I don't want to take your heart And I don't want a piece of history No, I don't want to read your thoughts anymore My god 'Cause today my heart swings Yeah today my heart swings How are things on the west coast? Hear you're moving real fine tonight You wear those shoes side to side Ah, strut those shoes We'll go roaming in the night Well how are things on the west coast? Yeah but you're an actress I don't identify Today my heart swings Yeah today my heart swings Say it But I don't want to play the part And I don't want a taste of victory No, I don't want to read your thoughts anymore, My God 'Cause today my heart swings Yeah today my heart swings Say it 'Cause today my heart swings Yeah today my heart swings Let it come 'Cause I've got a chance for a sweet sane life I said I've got a dance and you'll do just fine Well I've got a plan with forward in my eyes Let it come. Well I've got a chance for a sweet sane life said I've got a dance it moves into the night Well I've got a plan with forward in my eyes But today my heart swings

A morbid beauty
Glows in resonation
Mercurial signs they read
Make real our minds
True fascinations
For now we're rolling
And kinda golden
As time keeps folding
We're old when our poor souls depart
Whereas cold cruel jokes now make you cry
One day you'll take them in your stride

All of the time we've resided here
You'll see our chalices rise
With ever endless tears
And illusions they fly
But someday soon will clear
Just sit back and recline
I'll guide you through the years

Through the future years
As they'll soon appear
Someday all too near
Now the distance clears

Bad ways which rule all the ways we go
Through black and the gloom
Consecutive days and plain afternoons
The things in life
They pass the time
While those all around are bored

Though we come down in real demise
Trek through all of the feelings with no tears in eyes
Kept fear veiled so it hides
Life's never forced or dry
So theres nothing inside me
I just seem alive

To the future years
As they'll soon appear
Dressed in slacks as we will
So its stars they steer

Just tie a silk sheet round your neck
And twist it till your face turns cherry red

All of the time we've resided here
You'll see our chalices rise
With ever endless tears
And illusions they fly
But someday soon will clear
Just sit back and recline
I'll guide you through the years

Pull my chin,
stroke my hair,
scratch my nose,
hug my knees
Try drink, food, cigarette,
tension will not ease,

I tap my fingers,
fold my arms,
breathe in deep,
cross my legs
Shrug my shoulders,
stretch my back,

but nothing seems to please

The siren calls outside
They want to kill us all
Innocents, wounded souls
Full of rage
Nowhere to go
Consequences be they may
I resolve to never change
I so vow to never yield

Can I give my old heart to you?

Cause when this feeling starts
That's when I blow it all away

"here, you're born" they'll say
"to die afraid, to lie awake"

It's plain the wars have won
The days of judgement rise
For innocents, wounded souls
How could they know?
They're burning cold
Paranoias be they may
I resolve to never change

Can I give my old heart to you?

Cause when this feeling starts
That's when I rip it all apart

Alright!
The end's in sight
We're born to die
One thousand times

I'm just one wish away
I'm just one wish away from you kid
I'm just one wish away
I'm just one wish away from you kid
I'm not so innocent
I'm not so innocent now kid

Can I give my old heart to you?

My old heart.

It's my life
Yeah I know
It's not a perfect one but
It's a life
I can live with

But you don't know
If you can
And you don't know
If you want
Cause you don't know
If I'm the right one
And you don't know
Well let me tell you

There's something inside
That's freaking me out
Please don't leave me alone
Something inside me
Is wearing me out
Please don't
Don't do it again

Just like a fly on a jar
Twinkle, twinkle little star
You don't feel like you belong here
But it's your life
Even though
It's not perfect
It's a life you can live with
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Zeromancer 'Lamp Halo' (c) 2003

She’s driving away with the dim lights on
She’s making a play and she can’t go wrong
She never waits too long
She’s winding them down on her clock machine
And she won’t give up ’cause she’s seventeen
She’s a frozen fire
She’s my one desire

And I don’t want to hold her down
Don’t want to break her crown
When she says, let’s go
I like the nightlife baby
She says, let’s go

She’s laughing inside ’cause they can’t refuse
She’s so beautiful now, she doesn't wear her shoes
She doesn't like to choose
She’s got wonderful eyes and a risque mouth
And when I ask her before, she said she’s holding out
She’s a frozen fire
She’s my one desire